Wednesday, October 21, 2009
A lifetime is but only a day
For some, love and an endless summer
A melody
While for others, a bitter cold and lonely winter
A tragedy
She is the sun and song that warms my heart
And lifts my spirit
She is the most beautiful dawn
The most precious delicate flower
She is all that I see, all that I am, and
All that I will ever be
My everything
The season has now changed, my summer departed
She gave all that she would
A love gone bad
There is no sun, no moon
No song, no feeling…….nothing
I know someday you’ll have a beautiful life
You’ll be the sun for someone else
I just wish it could be mine
I still hold your fire of our love, tightly
Deep inside
Though cold, it is here for you to rekindle
For you [_______], my day is yours
From now until the end of all time
Love built on beauty, soon as beauty, dies.
For some, love and an endless summer
A melody
While for others, a bitter cold and lonely winter
A tragedy
She is the sun and song that warms my heart
And lifts my spirit
She is the most beautiful dawn
The most precious delicate flower
She is all that I see, all that I am, and
All that I will ever be
My everything
The season has now changed, my summer departed
She gave all that she would
A love gone bad
There is no sun, no moon
No song, no feeling…….nothing
I know someday you’ll have a beautiful life
You’ll be the sun for someone else
I just wish it could be mine
I still hold your fire of our love, tightly
Deep inside
Though cold, it is here for you to rekindle
For you [_______], my day is yours
From now until the end of all time
Love built on beauty, soon as beauty, dies.
what we could have been, 5:47 AM.
Monday, October 19, 2009
i want to go far far away from you. get out of my life, love.
Giving up doesn't mean you are weak. Sometimes it means you are strong enough to let go.
Giving up doesn't mean you are weak. Sometimes it means you are strong enough to let go.
what we could have been, 6:06 AM.
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Wondering to myself
what you have than anyone else
that make me feel this way
with feeling that I just can't say
I think I should stop this obsession
everyone can tell by my expression
that I'm trap in this illusion
and they all know, it'll have no conclusion
I can never meet your expectation
or win this competition
cause I know I am going to lose
and I'll never be the one you'll choose
I think I should stop right now
but somebody please tell me how?
so I can give up without getting hurt
or feeling so low like dirt?
Maybe you were just too good for me
or maybe we're never meant to be
but it was silly of me to ever believe
in something that I'll never achieve
hope.faith.love
what you have than anyone else
that make me feel this way
with feeling that I just can't say
I think I should stop this obsession
everyone can tell by my expression
that I'm trap in this illusion
and they all know, it'll have no conclusion
I can never meet your expectation
or win this competition
cause I know I am going to lose
and I'll never be the one you'll choose
I think I should stop right now
but somebody please tell me how?
so I can give up without getting hurt
or feeling so low like dirt?
Maybe you were just too good for me
or maybe we're never meant to be
but it was silly of me to ever believe
in something that I'll never achieve
hope.faith.love
what we could have been, 8:52 AM.
Friday, October 16, 2009
Do you know the feeling?
Like a piece of you is kind of missing,
And though you try hard to forget and move on,
Thousands of memories just keep on overflowing.
Like the touch of infinite emptiness,
Without you, i can't breathe easy,
Without you, I'm helpless.
I need you,
But, there is nothing i can do,
You're finally gone,forever lost.
It crushes my heart every time i remember you.
There's nothing in this world,
That could ever bring you back in my arms.
Oh, what would i give,
Just to capture a glimpse,
Of one more moment with you.
When someone you love has left you, there is a feeling of a missing part of yourself. Like one who has had a limb removed, you constantly reach for the phantom lover. You may wish for this uncomfortable feeling to leave you so that you can function properly. However, the truth is that the place in your heart that feels a sense of lacking represents the hole where your relationship goes. It is natural to feel that you miss the person that belongs in your life.
i love you, you love him. how?
Like a piece of you is kind of missing,
And though you try hard to forget and move on,
Thousands of memories just keep on overflowing.
Like the touch of infinite emptiness,
Without you, i can't breathe easy,
Without you, I'm helpless.
I need you,
But, there is nothing i can do,
You're finally gone,forever lost.
It crushes my heart every time i remember you.
There's nothing in this world,
That could ever bring you back in my arms.
Oh, what would i give,
Just to capture a glimpse,
Of one more moment with you.
When someone you love has left you, there is a feeling of a missing part of yourself. Like one who has had a limb removed, you constantly reach for the phantom lover. You may wish for this uncomfortable feeling to leave you so that you can function properly. However, the truth is that the place in your heart that feels a sense of lacking represents the hole where your relationship goes. It is natural to feel that you miss the person that belongs in your life.
i love you, you love him. how?
what we could have been, 6:26 AM.
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
reply to your message:
Because of our freaking problem. Thats why i was thinking about you. Damn it. One more thing, i got to know you just loved me as a friend. And now, its useless already. I'm sorry i accused you of having a relationship with him. And i know you won't forgive. I understand. Now, you have other guys who are 'challenging' each other just to get you. And i won't be commiting myself to this because i'm not desperate. And i know you will think that i'm just the same as the other guys. Just be it. I can't change you assumptions. Baby, i still do love you as a lover. And now, i won't msg you 24/7 like i always did. Because you said yourself you need your own space. And so, good luck in finding your next TRUE love. But i just want you to know that i will always do love you and still wait for you. I'm not trying to be a sweet talker but i will be 100% here for you anytime. If you really need me(which i think you won't) , i am just a message away. Take care. <3
That moment, idk why, i felt like i was heartless and didn't think about your feelings.
Because of our freaking problem. Thats why i was thinking about you. Damn it. One more thing, i got to know you just loved me as a friend. And now, its useless already. I'm sorry i accused you of having a relationship with him. And i know you won't forgive. I understand. Now, you have other guys who are 'challenging' each other just to get you. And i won't be commiting myself to this because i'm not desperate. And i know you will think that i'm just the same as the other guys. Just be it. I can't change you assumptions. Baby, i still do love you as a lover. And now, i won't msg you 24/7 like i always did. Because you said yourself you need your own space. And so, good luck in finding your next TRUE love. But i just want you to know that i will always do love you and still wait for you. I'm not trying to be a sweet talker but i will be 100% here for you anytime. If you really need me(which i think you won't) , i am just a message away. Take care. <3
That moment, idk why, i felt like i was heartless and didn't think about your feelings.
what we could have been, 6:54 AM.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
These bunch of guys are great. Lol. Just want to post this picture. Want to show off laa. hahs. okay. and, to love, i get you already. ....
what we could have been, 7:28 AM.
To dearest love,
These few days, I feel like I've been left out by you. I know you're upset over the fact that HE decided that you and him to go separate ways and move on. And looking from far, I know you can't. You love him too much. But what about me? I heard that you've been texting alot of guys. Then, there is another guy you like. And i'm not sure if you like any other more. Gosh. What about me? I don't care about the gossips I heard from other people which they have been saying that you are a flirt and a b***h. Once, you told me that I don't have to wait for you. But I still wanted to. I know, I'm one stubborn guy. I know you're a great girl and not what those other people have been saying about you. Easy, i care, need and love you. Do you? This is just halfway of what i feel. I'll continue tomorrow. Gosh.
You're different now. Why?
These few days, I feel like I've been left out by you. I know you're upset over the fact that HE decided that you and him to go separate ways and move on. And looking from far, I know you can't. You love him too much. But what about me? I heard that you've been texting alot of guys. Then, there is another guy you like. And i'm not sure if you like any other more. Gosh. What about me? I don't care about the gossips I heard from other people which they have been saying that you are a flirt and a b***h. Once, you told me that I don't have to wait for you. But I still wanted to. I know, I'm one stubborn guy. I know you're a great girl and not what those other people have been saying about you. Easy, i care, need and love you. Do you? This is just halfway of what i feel. I'll continue tomorrow. Gosh.
You're different now. Why?
what we could have been, 5:29 AM.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
I never thought
That love would come this way
Meeting you.
I never thought
Your sight, your nearness
would send me into blissful heavens
Until I saw you.
I never thought
I love you.
Until I met you.
I never thought
Those clear beautiful eyes would empower me.
Until I'm possessed by you.
I never thought
Loving you will be this easy and free
Until I laughed with you.
I never thought
Love is shared between
two hearts, two souls & two minds
Until I dream with you.
now, you are my life.
That love would come this way
Meeting you.
I never thought
Your sight, your nearness
would send me into blissful heavens
Until I saw you.
I never thought
I love you.
Until I met you.
I never thought
Those clear beautiful eyes would empower me.
Until I'm possessed by you.
I never thought
Loving you will be this easy and free
Until I laughed with you.
I never thought
Love is shared between
two hearts, two souls & two minds
Until I dream with you.
now, you are my life.
what we could have been, 6:52 AM.
