Wednesday, August 5, 2009
hello. hmm.
- school
Today, its the last day of elective module. its really fun. i learned alot at the elective module. tnx to mr lau, mr lim and ms chan. they thought me alot of stuff which might i might consider as my coming career. lol. but overall, today is really suckish. i had no mood most of the time. everyone , okay not everyone. most of the people keep blaming me for everything. they suck man. they blame people without knowing what really happened. oh. you suck. hmm. a maths test was okay. luckily, i studied in the morning. so i think i should pass. yea.
- love
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.
- ___________
she's sick now. and she has to come to school just for that project, her friends are depending on. idiots. she's sick and you guys have to depend on her to do that nppa. Luckily she's thinking about you guys or else you should might as well get zero for your marks. ah. forget it. i hate to be angry ^^ . hmm. __________, get well soon. get lots of rest and eat your medicine.
so guys, thats all. tomorrow, after school i have inter-house soccer(3.30 - 5.30), school ndp training(4 - 6) and dialogue session(3.30 - 5.00). which one should i go?
Love comes to those who still hope even though they've been dissapointed to those who still believe even though they've betrayed, to those who still eventhough they've been hurt before.
- school
Today, its the last day of elective module. its really fun. i learned alot at the elective module. tnx to mr lau, mr lim and ms chan. they thought me alot of stuff which might i might consider as my coming career. lol. but overall, today is really suckish. i had no mood most of the time. everyone , okay not everyone. most of the people keep blaming me for everything. they suck man. they blame people without knowing what really happened. oh. you suck. hmm. a maths test was okay. luckily, i studied in the morning. so i think i should pass. yea.
- love
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.
- ___________
she's sick now. and she has to come to school just for that project, her friends are depending on. idiots. she's sick and you guys have to depend on her to do that nppa. Luckily she's thinking about you guys or else you should might as well get zero for your marks. ah. forget it. i hate to be angry ^^ . hmm. __________, get well soon. get lots of rest and eat your medicine.
so guys, thats all. tomorrow, after school i have inter-house soccer(3.30 - 5.30), school ndp training(4 - 6) and dialogue session(3.30 - 5.00). which one should i go?
Love comes to those who still hope even though they've been dissapointed to those who still believe even though they've betrayed, to those who still eventhough they've been hurt before.
what we could have been, 6:53 AM.
