Sunday, June 14, 2009

hey.currently at cuz house. staying here for a week. coz hta and here quite near. yeah. tmrw,its snco course. i'm so nervous. its sure going to be hard. but nvm. hahs. i know i can do my best. =) .
i know its short but i got nthg else to say. hahs. sorry. nytez guys!

dearest you, i know you belong to someone else.i know ure his for 2 months. but i wont give up that easily.

i'm so deeply in love with you.

what we could have been, 6:37 AM.

Friday, June 12, 2009

hey folks. just got bck from camp. hahs. tiredtiredtired! camp was okay but campfire night yesterday was really suprisingly BORING. hahs. yeah. and theres only one thing i admire bout the camp. hahs. of course, the food. haha. it was REALLY nice. haha. and yea. i slept for 45 mins yesterday. coz kena rounding2 and i cannot sleep yesterday. so, i'm having eyebags for once. hahs. but yea, camp was okay overall.

on the other note, she<3 talked to me. but,i still find we're really far apart from each other. For like half of the camp, okay, no. quarter of the camp,i was like staring and admiring her. But i don't think she noticed. i'm starting to miss her. and maybe, just maybe, i think she's missing someone else. gosh. nevermind.

we're very near but yet still so far.

what we could have been, 6:52 AM.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

blame me for everything that has happened. i won't be mad at anyone. nor will i blame anyone. i don't really know what you're blaming me for. but i'll take that blame. i dont mind if even the whole world hates me. coz thats what we're living for. to test us if we are able to cope on our own. and stand up for our own. and really, if people really hate me, like you said, why do they mix around with me? why do they share their own opinions or thought to me? why do they find me for advices? why did they have to tell me how they are feeling right now when there are others who they can tell? like you did. i know why this happened. because i like you. i like you alot till you wont even talk to me. and you remembered the back 2 days, i told you that i wanted to forget you? i told you that because my very own BESTFRIEND still love you. i havent really stopped loving you. i didnt want you to know that i still do because i do not want to lose my bestfriend especially. if you have anything more to blame or call me names or anything, go ahead. because i'll rather be hurt by you than to stop loving you.

thank you

what we could have been, 5:48 AM.

Monday, June 8, 2009

''BURB!".yeah. hahs. just had dinner at jalan kayu there. hahs. first time went there though. but the food there is DAMN nice. thanks to daddy for bringing whole family there. basically, today was alot of eating. went to bedok for breakfast. den go swimming. ahackz. den go to geylang and eat lunch. then went home. rest for awhile. and go to school for NCDCC meeting. then go home. then loiter around at home.hahs. and then go out for dinner which was 3 hours before now. hahs. okay. now, boredboredbored.

i saw her in school. but we didnt talk. coz i know she doesnt want to. so, i stayed away from her and just expect her from a distance. i tried wanting to say hi. but, its real hard.

imissyou

what we could have been, 7:01 AM.

Friday, June 5, 2009

I want to write a note, but don't know what to say.

I wonder how you would act if I approached you in such a way.

I try my best not to stare or stutter when you come around.

I'm afraid that if I talk to you, you're gonna put me down.

I admire everything about you, from your eyes to your smile.

I guess that I'll sit back and just wait for a while.

Your caramel skin, your luscious lips, your muscle filled arms.

If you were magic I'd buy a locket and make you my lucky charm.

I guess that this is silly because it's just a crush.

Now every time I see you, my body turns to mush.

I can't believe I'm acting this way I'm already 5-teen.

Oh well, too bad, I just don't care because I'm feeling you.

*A boy love this girl but the girl didn't mind. One day the boy got sick and was about to die. Then the girl asked, "Why are you leaving me?" then the boy answered, "so I can be your angel and love you forever".

Am I in the spot that makes you keep repeating ''I'm glad that you're mine''?

what we could have been, 7:00 AM.

I cannot promise you a life of sunshine. I cannot promise you riches, wealth or gold. I cannot promise you an easy pathway that leads away from change or growing old. But I can promise you all my heart’s devotion. I can promise a smile to chase away your tears of sorrow. I can promise a love that’s ever true and ever growing. And, a hand to hold you forever.<3

don't cry, because i'm always here.ily

what we could have been, 5:27 AM.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Hey guys. Donnoe what to post actually. Sorry. Tmrw got briefing with sec 1s about sec 1 camp. Hoping that she’ll come. Yea. Phew. Nvm. No more to say. Nytez!

somehow, i know you still love him, but, i'll still waet<3

what we could have been, 6:49 AM.

Monday, June 1, 2009

You were quiet. Very quiet to me. You didn’t say out a single word to me when I expected that you would. You were there, talking to the others and I, feeling left out. Usually, when I was left out, you would come, and accompany me. But today, you didn’t. I don’t even think you had the time to look at me. Well, because, you were busy talking to the others. And fyi, I was waiting like that 2 hours for you to approach. Then suddenly, you and the others wanted to eat. Z asked me to tag along. So,I did. We walked. Quite near together. But you were walking much more nearer to Z. I just noticed all the way and kept quiet about it till we reached mac. I didn’t really had the mood to eat but F asked me to. So, I did. Z, F and you kept chatting all day long and there was me, left out once again. You didn’t notice me again. Luckily A suddenly came and then he waited outside. I went out, after my meal, coz I can’t take it. I then chatted with A. It’s good that he came. At least I have someone to talk to, finally.

You ignored me today. And I’ll accept the fact that you did. Coz, I can’t do anything about it.

i'll still love you

what we could have been, 5:17 AM.