Sunday, May 31, 2009
To dearest you, I miss you a lot. Yea. Here it goes. The time we went to eat breakfast with your friend, and you said that I and you look cute together; I smiled and said to myself that we really do. The time I had to do my work all alone for a few hours and you came and told me that I should have some rest. And you helped me a lil to finish my work early. And suddenly you asked if I had lunch already or not. I replied that I haven’t. And you willingly followed me to accompany me so that I won’t be alone. The moment you accidentally hold my hand and you apologized so fast and smiled when we were on the way to the bus stop. And yea. The moment you looked at me when I was having my meal. I like it this way. I want to be with you. I really do. And I’m sorry that its so much about my meal.hahs.
On a further note, I think I like her. But I’m afraid to tell her and afraid if she wouldn’t accept this love. I promise I won’t hurt you, love. I will and always take care of you with all my heart. And not forgetting to make you smile when you’re with me<3
i love you
On a further note, I think I like her. But I’m afraid to tell her and afraid if she wouldn’t accept this love. I promise I won’t hurt you, love. I will and always take care of you with all my heart. And not forgetting to make you smile when you’re with me<3
i love you
what we could have been, 5:05 AM.
Saturday, May 23, 2009
I wonder if you think of me,
When night is drawing near.
And in the shadows of your room,
The walls around you disappear.
I wonder if in your quiet thoughts,
Your dreams of me are anymore.
When in the silent, velvet blue,
The moon is tapping at your door.
I wonder if the shining stars,
That dangle from the clouds above.
Reminds you of my whispered words,
In promise of eternal love.
I wonder of the lonely light,
That breaks upon the early dawn.
Still holds a tender memory for now,
So long I have been gone.
I wonder if you dream of me,
When the cloudless skies are blue.
Because across each day and night,
My thoughts are constantly of you.
When night is drawing near.
And in the shadows of your room,
The walls around you disappear.
I wonder if in your quiet thoughts,
Your dreams of me are anymore.
When in the silent, velvet blue,
The moon is tapping at your door.
I wonder if the shining stars,
That dangle from the clouds above.
Reminds you of my whispered words,
In promise of eternal love.
I wonder of the lonely light,
That breaks upon the early dawn.
Still holds a tender memory for now,
So long I have been gone.
I wonder if you dream of me,
When the cloudless skies are blue.
Because across each day and night,
My thoughts are constantly of you.
what we could have been, 12:51 AM.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
haha.hey.hahs.happy bdae ahmas! da 15.same as me.huhu.BORED siol at home.yesterday sit down,watch tv,play comp and sleep.today i think life's going to be the same as ystday.hahs.
i fear tmrw.i really do.RESULTS! argh. i dont want to go to N2.coz...nvm.change topic.
i cant wait for this sunday.coz got silat competition.it was suppossed to be NEXT week.den change.hahs.nvm.going there with ahmas and ridhuan.fuuh.cozferm best.hahs.nvm.guys,wish me luck.haha.k. gtg. tmrw i update bout my results. fuuuuuuuuuuh! bye. =D
i love you,dearest sunshine.*wink*
i fear tmrw.i really do.RESULTS! argh. i dont want to go to N2.coz...nvm.change topic.
i cant wait for this sunday.coz got silat competition.it was suppossed to be NEXT week.den change.hahs.nvm.going there with ahmas and ridhuan.fuuh.cozferm best.hahs.nvm.guys,wish me luck.haha.k. gtg. tmrw i update bout my results. fuuuuuuuuuuh! bye. =D
i love you,dearest sunshine.*wink*
what we could have been, 9:45 PM.
Monday, May 18, 2009
hey. hahs. just now was F&N paper. QUITE easy ah. especially section C(essay). Then use history tactic.lol.hahs.after paper,go eat at asha.go to ehub with (nickname) -> Burn(ahmas), Lals(hidayat), No name(said), Bonch(amirah) and cik ley(syafiqah). hahs. okay. lame. went ehub to buy watch. took 17 from inter. then,took 17 again from ehub to>>>>> whitesands.go eat ice-cream.hahs.then go jalan2 for awhile and then go to shahdan's house.take 17 again.-.- . waeted at his block for 5 mins. and another 5 mins. and there he came down with hakeeem.hahs.then we all go gateball and play soccer there.gerek. wet2 siol play there.like swimming pool. fun ah.its just undescribe-able uh.fun laa.walao.damn fun.haha.okay.den chao at 3.35. go to inter and went home.and now i'm staring at the comp and typing. yeah.okay.thats all for today. bye. =)
do you still care like before?
do you still care like before?
what we could have been, 5:00 AM.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
No uttered words the poet speaks,
No skies of golden hue,
No tales of unrequited love,
They were lost when I lost you.
No words to caress his lover's heart,
And gone the dreams he swore they'd live,
But alone within the poet dwells,
No uttered words... none left to give.
No music swells within his soul,
Just silence surrounds his heart,
And the solitude engulfs his world,
When the poet and love depart.
And lost the beauty he once could see,
And the glory he saw each day,
Now the poet pens his last farewell,
No more love can he convey.
But what's the poet's soul to do?
To release the love he feels,
For he'll surely die and wither,
If that love he now conceals.
He must hide the hurt and heartache,
Just smile to friends and say,
I'm fine... love doesn't matters,
And deceive them all that way.
For a different face he'll show them,
To barricade his pain,
To hide his shattered spirit,
From the love he never attained.
But the pain within shall kill him,
Not soon but through the years,
For the poet knows his anguish,
When alone he sheds her tears.
And at night when dreams come calling,
With her voice, her smile... her eyes,
A single tear upon his cheek,
Hides the pain his heart belies.
For he loved her soul completely,
Was consumed by beauty's bliss,
Had shared her inner thoughts,
But never shared her kiss.
And when death comes to the poet,
And to heaven his soul ascends,
He'll smile before her beauty,
For eternity never ends.
So will the poet regret the life,
Which stole away the years,
No he'll simply recall the love,
He felt in all her tears.
And when his love has joined him,
And they meet in heaven's bliss,
Their regrets will quickly perish,
As they kiss their first sweet kiss.
And the words will quickly flow again,
From my thoughts, to hand... to book,
I'll not write of God or Heaven,
When upon your face I look.
So the poet's again a poet,
For the words were always there,
I just didn't see much beauty,
When your love I couldn't share.
So their souls will find the love at last,
That in life they could not seek,
And the poet soon finds the words in you...
The words... he could not speak.
I'm thinking about you constantly, whether it's with my mind or my heart, love.
No skies of golden hue,
No tales of unrequited love,
They were lost when I lost you.
No words to caress his lover's heart,
And gone the dreams he swore they'd live,
But alone within the poet dwells,
No uttered words... none left to give.
No music swells within his soul,
Just silence surrounds his heart,
And the solitude engulfs his world,
When the poet and love depart.
And lost the beauty he once could see,
And the glory he saw each day,
Now the poet pens his last farewell,
No more love can he convey.
But what's the poet's soul to do?
To release the love he feels,
For he'll surely die and wither,
If that love he now conceals.
He must hide the hurt and heartache,
Just smile to friends and say,
I'm fine... love doesn't matters,
And deceive them all that way.
For a different face he'll show them,
To barricade his pain,
To hide his shattered spirit,
From the love he never attained.
But the pain within shall kill him,
Not soon but through the years,
For the poet knows his anguish,
When alone he sheds her tears.
And at night when dreams come calling,
With her voice, her smile... her eyes,
A single tear upon his cheek,
Hides the pain his heart belies.
For he loved her soul completely,
Was consumed by beauty's bliss,
Had shared her inner thoughts,
But never shared her kiss.
And when death comes to the poet,
And to heaven his soul ascends,
He'll smile before her beauty,
For eternity never ends.
So will the poet regret the life,
Which stole away the years,
No he'll simply recall the love,
He felt in all her tears.
And when his love has joined him,
And they meet in heaven's bliss,
Their regrets will quickly perish,
As they kiss their first sweet kiss.
And the words will quickly flow again,
From my thoughts, to hand... to book,
I'll not write of God or Heaven,
When upon your face I look.
So the poet's again a poet,
For the words were always there,
I just didn't see much beauty,
When your love I couldn't share.
So their souls will find the love at last,
That in life they could not seek,
And the poet soon finds the words in you...
The words... he could not speak.
I'm thinking about you constantly, whether it's with my mind or my heart, love.
what we could have been, 1:52 AM.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
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to dearest someone, you know who you are, ily.<3
to dearest someone, you know who you are, ily.<3
what we could have been, 8:02 AM.
Monday, May 4, 2009
hiii.HAHA.
currently in F & N class.hahs.
sitting beside sis(rachael) and gorilla(ahmas).haha.
IM SO DAMN BORED!
hahs.no offence mdm warda.
hhaa
to dearest,
good luck for your exams.
hahs.i'll call you at 8 later okay?
and teach you physics.hahs
ily babe.<3
gtg.
teacher staring.hahs.
chao.huhu.
On the way to 3 more years.<3
currently in F & N class.hahs.
sitting beside sis(rachael) and gorilla(ahmas).haha.
IM SO DAMN BORED!
hahs.no offence mdm warda.
hhaa
to dearest,
good luck for your exams.
hahs.i'll call you at 8 later okay?
and teach you physics.hahs
ily babe.<3
gtg.
teacher staring.hahs.
chao.huhu.
On the way to 3 more years.<3
what we could have been, 7:17 PM.
